Thursday, September 25, 2008

I went to a pary mom

here is a poem that is really really sad its called.......
I Went to a Party Mom


'I went to a party, Mom'I went to a party, and remembered what you said.You told me not to drink, Mom so I had a sprite instead.I felt proud of myself, the way you said I would, that I didn't drink and drive, though some friends said I should.I made a healthy choice, and your advice to me was right as the party finally ended, and the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, sure to get home in one piece, I never knew what was coming, Mom something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, 'The kid that caused this wreck was drunk, 'Mom, His voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, as I try hard not to cry.I can hear the paramedic say, 'This girl is going to die.'I'm sure the guy had no idea, while he was flying high, because he chose to drink and drive, now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives? And now the pain is cutting me, like a hundred stabbing knives. Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom tell daddy to be brave, and when I go to heaven, put 'Daddy's Girl' on my grave. Someone should have taught him, that its wrong to drink and drive. Maybe if his parents had, I'd still be alive. My breath is getting shorter, Mom I'm getting really scared. These are my final moments, and I'm so unprepared.I wish that you could hold me Mom, as I lie here and die. I wish that I could say I ♥ you, Mom So I love you and good-bye.

That is my all time favorite poem ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its so sad. It makes me cry everytime I hear this sad poem.:{

School Sucks

today i went to my favorite class with the best teacher mr dalton, and my BFFE( Best Friend For Eternity) KC is in that class and we sat right next to each other in the very back of the classroom and we walked into mr. Daltons classroom and the desks were all freaky and strange. Mr. Dalton was telling everybody to look on this paper by the front board and so everybody went to go look at it and it had all of our names in strange settings and so he told me to find my name; i went and found my ugly name and everybody else found theres and my UGLY name was on the table and in front of the list had which which table you had to sit at and my name was under the one that said table 7 and now me and my buddy sit clear across the room and apart from eachother and it mad me sad. I asked mr. Dalton if i could swich seats cuz everyone on my table hates me and i hate them. I asked him if my buddy could switch seats or if i could move and he said he will think about it. But hopefully he will cuz Buddies are forever and ever.

Monday, September 22, 2008

Sick

on September 19 i haven't been feeling good and my mom said that i had to go because i was in the wedding and she thought i was making it up. We kept on putting it off and all of a sudden it got worse. So worse that i couldn't even eat food or if I eat my stomach would hurt so bad and i felt like i would have to throw up. But my mom called everyone and told them what was happening to me. When she called chanda all she said was it was my overies. So my mom kept trying to do things that would help my overies but it didn't help at all. Thats when my mom started to worry more and more. So finally she took me to the hospital and they said it was either two things, an ulcer. An ulcer is caused by three things, smoking, stress, or alcholhol. or it could be my entestines. The first thing my mom ased me was do i smoke and i said no, then the second thing she asked me was did i do acholhol, and i said no then she said the alcer is caused by stress then and there is a hole in my stomach.

me at chanda's wedding

This is me and my cute dress and Chanda's Pretty sisters(ky, Saide, and Kayla) at Chanda's wedding.. Casey walked me down the isle. It was so fun. When we got to the wedding it was kinda a hasle and stressful at first but then it got alot better. I wanted to go home because i told my mom that i haven't been feeling good. she thought i was making it up. What kind of person like me would do that!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?. I Loved the wedding after.. While all of the other people where doing other stuff My sister in law and her husband and kids and i all went to the store and to get them food. We went to the store because Holly, Thomas, and I all wanted to decorate both of their cars( a jeep and a crysler) pretty pimpen cars. Well we decorated it and it was a freaking blast.



This is kayla and I on the way to the wedding. You can totally tell that we are related.!!!!!!!!!! We were kinda bored in the car waiting for the family to come. We are two nerds.


This is Rylan and I at the wedding. Isn't he a doll? This is one of my favorite pictures of us cuz we look like were brother and sister. He loves his aunt nessa. I am his favorite all timer!!!!!!!