My Dvd

This is a dvd that my mom created for me for my program for personal progress. its really neat to look back at all those fun memories that i have had in the past. I ♥ you Mom.

Bad Grades (oops)

today i was looking at my grades online to see what i have missed for the past week and my grades are so bad. right now they are a B- in Earth Systems, B+ in Foods, B- in Computer Tech, an A in Math, don't know for seminary, C in Clothing, D in World Geography, and a C in English. They are pretty bad. I don't really try. i should but i dont and i dont care but i should. But yea those are my grades right now in school.

My Personal Progress Program

Today was the big day!!!!!!!!!!!! My personal progress program..... It was a blast!!!!!!!!! Thank you guys so much that helped me so that i could achieve this and thanks so much for helping get through this. If it wasn't for my young womens leaders celeste fisher, giselle rashetta, heather lyman, and stephanie grover then i probably wouldn't have finished it. Thanks so much guys. I love you guys.... Here are a few pictures of my program!!!!!!!!!!! and thanks so much for the people that put the program together!!!!!

****************This is Kayla and Ashlee reading Celeste's thoughts and Kayla reading Giselle's Talk and then Ashlee read her own talk and kayla read her own talk***************

This is my brother John his cute baby Jaden........ we were so sad that his wife couldn't make it:(
This is me on the thing whatever you want to call it!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is My Mom, Spencer, and Me of course!!!!!!

The six B's

Ok so long ago before i finshed my personal progress one of my projects that i was going to do was get some tile and but the six b's that came from Gordon B Hinkley. Well i was going to do that project but then i decided not to do it cuz i had a feeling it would take for ever. So i told my young womens Leader holly that i didn't want to do that for my project anymore. So she came up with another idea and i took her and my ideas that we had on a peice of paper and Thought extreemly hard to myself. Asking myself these question. Am i ever going to get done? Oh my gosh i just want to hurry and get this done so i can get it out of my way and not worry about it. So i finished that project and Tonight at young womens there was a craft and they said that is what we were going to be making. I took a glance at the craft real carefully and realized it was the six b's. I told myself what! now we do that when i don't need to do that anymore thanks. Then i said it out loud. But anyways it was a blast even though i didn't want to be there but i strived my homework time which is very important to go to the church. It was so much Fun. This is what mine looks like but its not that good!!!!

Halloween!

Today I woke up very excited to go to school for some odd reason that I honostly don't know why. Well I woke up got dressed for school. All my friends wanted me to dress up for to school so that they wouldn't be the only one of us friends dressed up so i got some clothes that kinda not exactly but close to looking like an afficially a "G" (for those who don't know what a "G" is its a Gangsta. Our friend Brent Frost thought that i needed lessons but i didn't. well anyways he said that my name should be lil'v and he was pretending to be a "G" but my opinion he wasn't even close to being a "G" and yeah so we had two hole conversations about a "G" well back to my story, on halloween i dressed up and went to school and had a Fantastic Day, long story but short, i finished a halloween puzzle and the two top that were finished first got to get out of taking a test the next time we had that class. And i am amazingly good at puzzles so i got my paper last out of all the class and we all started working on it at the same time and 15 minutes later i was the first one done and no one else finished so i got out of the test and i was so excited, i truthly hate taking tests. But all this amazing stuff happened to me that day. Well then i came home and our good old friends wanted to take me to trunk or treat with her and her three girls and she wanted me to go with them so i did and she came and picked me up at 5. but my mom wanted me to wear some white clothing so people could see me so they won't run me over or anything. So i decided to put on some white tights and i got these cute shoes, a gangsta hat and bandana's and rolled one of my pant legs up and Yeah that was exciting stuff that happened to me on halloween!

cooking time

today for dinner my mom and i were deciding what to eat for dinner since kalya was on a date with her boyfriend (kaleb) and we could't really decide what to eat cuz we weren't that hungry for anything that we had so i was looking through my mom's cook books and i don't eat meat period so i was looking through them and i found a really good reciepe that my mom always used to cook for us that is called germane panacakes. my mom didn't really think that i even knew how to cook and i told my mom that she just needs to watch and learn so i cooked the german panacakes and i preheated the oven and i thought i could smell something burning and so when it was time to put the german panacakes and i saw a pan in the oven and i forgot the stove was even on so i reached in the oven with out an oven mit or anything and i reached in the oven and burned my finger and oh boy it hurt so bad my mom asked me what had happened and i told her and she told me to put it under cold water and so i did and took it out a few seconds later and i looked at it and there was white little bubbles that i had no clue what they were and so i showed my mom and she said they were blisters. and so after i showed my mom i came back to the kitchen and got oven mits and took the pan out that was in the oven when i turned it on and i reached in the oven (with an oven mitt this time) and pulled it out. and hurry and set it on the stove and hurried and put the german panacakes in and cooked it for the amount of fime needed and when it was done my mom took it out cuz of my burn and she got me some and her some and i was going to test try it first but my mom didn't want me too so we ate it and it was really good. my mom even thought so too! my mom learned something new tonight, that her youngest child actually knew how to cook! it was amazing! and that is how i cook!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sad day:(

So...... my loving, most dearsest mother went to the doctors yesterday for a check up and she got all the doctors important stuff and well when kayla and I got home she told us the news. To me it sounded like it wasn't such great news. but any ways she told us to sit down so kayla and I both sat down on the couch and she told us the news. It wasn't so great. The news was that her blood pressure was up really high and the last time her blood pressure was really high was when she was pregnate with my brother John. Her blood pressure was elevated. And usally when her blood pressure is kinda up it means there is fluid around her lungs. And thats not so good:( So yeah we are all really scared. YIKES!!!!!!!!!! Hopefully all goes well. Mom I just want you to know that I LOVE YOU AND I ALSO WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL THAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME. IF IT WASN'T FOR YOU MOM THEN I WOULDN'T BE HERE WHERE I AM AT IN LIFE RIGHT NOW. THANKS MOM! I ♥ YOU SOOO MUCH! (*MUAH*)

Scones

October 10, 2008 I was at school and I have foods right? Well in foods we learned how to cook the amazing food ever envented scones we learned how to cook them and mrs. manuela said it was the most dangerous reciepe that they have made in the past because you cook scones with some type of oil and if you mess around then the oil will eaisly get knocked off and give you a 3rd degree burn. Well back to my story, this chick in my group named lexi she tried cooking everysbody's scone and she didn't really follow mrs. manuela's directions because mrs. manuela told her to let the oil cool down a little bit because they had the oil on high when it was supposed to be on low well anyways didn't follow the her directions and started to cook scones and guess what happened? She burned a scone and nobody wanted to claim it so she was going to throw it away but lexi thought she was cool enough to out rool other people and try the ugly burnt scone so she tried it and she hurried and spit it out like no other. It was pretty funny. Then this other group right next to me was cooking theirs and caught theirs on fire and so it stunck really bad and the hole rest of the day everybody smelt like burned scones. It was not the best smell you would want to wear the rest of the day. I felt pretty embarrised the rest of the day. that is not what the scones we made looked like. i just found that picture on the internet. our scones actually looked wosre. But don't worry cuz i didn't help lexi and courney make them. I only take credit for getting the ingrdients ans the stuff to measure stuff for them. but it was a good thing i didn't even eat them:)

Neice and Nephew's

Here are my 3 favorite people in the entire world. Jaden, Kamberia, and Rylan but we call him Ry. Jaden is 2 months old. Kamberia is 4 in a half months. Ry is 2 in a half. They are my #1 pride in my life right now. They all are so freaking precious. this is Jaden. He is the youngest of them all. He looks just like his daddy.

Personal Progress

On Wednesday 1, 2008 I finally finished my personal progress. I set a goal way back in time saying that I wanted to finish personal progress by the time I turn 14. Well I set that goal and by the time when I turned to a really old age I said to myself " Oh man I turned 14 and I am still not done with personal progress?" and So I turned to my leader Heather Lyman making a new goal with myself. I said from now on I am going to try to finish personal progress before the end of the year. And I keep trying to keep my goal and I did it! I finished. The hole reason why it was very important for me to get done is because I have to much stress on my hands and I wanted to finish and get it DONE AND OVER WITH. Then I wouldn't have so much stress on my hands. Well I did it and I feel so much better than I have in the past. I was bragging to my sister kayla's face saying nah nah nah nah nah I got done before you and yet I am younger and have been in young womens less than you and yet i finished? And i tell her all the time that it is kinda sad having her younger sister be done before her and i hardly did personal progress when i first came into young womens. But ever since i bragg it up in her face daily i see more progress in her. I can tell she wants to be done too!

This is me and my friends, Brandi, Jill, Amber, And me(don't worry I have more friends then you think). Sorry if you can't really see it. Its a bad picture. We were really hyper and happy cuz when we try hanging out together it doesn't really seem to work so were were happy that all of us could hang out together!!!!!!.:):):):):):):):):):):)

I went to a pary mom

here is a poem that is really really sad its called.......
I Went to a Party Mom


'I went to a party, Mom'I went to a party, and remembered what you said.You told me not to drink, Mom so I had a sprite instead.I felt proud of myself, the way you said I would, that I didn't drink and drive, though some friends said I should.I made a healthy choice, and your advice to me was right as the party finally ended, and the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, sure to get home in one piece, I never knew what was coming, Mom something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, 'The kid that caused this wreck was drunk, 'Mom, His voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, as I try hard not to cry.I can hear the paramedic say, 'This girl is going to die.'I'm sure the guy had no idea, while he was flying high, because he chose to drink and drive, now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives? And now the pain is cutting me, like a hundred stabbing knives. Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom tell daddy to be brave, and when I go to heaven, put 'Daddy's Girl' on my grave. Someone should have taught him, that its wrong to drink and drive. Maybe if his parents had, I'd still be alive. My breath is getting shorter, Mom I'm getting really scared. These are my final moments, and I'm so unprepared.I wish that you could hold me Mom, as I lie here and die. I wish that I could say I ♥ you, Mom So I love you and good-bye.

That is my all time favorite poem ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its so sad. It makes me cry everytime I hear this sad poem.:{

School Sucks

today i went to my favorite class with the best teacher mr dalton, and my BFFE( Best Friend For Eternity) KC is in that class and we sat right next to each other in the very back of the classroom and we walked into mr. Daltons classroom and the desks were all freaky and strange. Mr. Dalton was telling everybody to look on this paper by the front board and so everybody went to go look at it and it had all of our names in strange settings and so he told me to find my name; i went and found my ugly name and everybody else found theres and my UGLY name was on the table and in front of the list had which which table you had to sit at and my name was under the one that said table 7 and now me and my buddy sit clear across the room and apart from eachother and it mad me sad. I asked mr. Dalton if i could swich seats cuz everyone on my table hates me and i hate them. I asked him if my buddy could switch seats or if i could move and he said he will think about it. But hopefully he will cuz Buddies are forever and ever.

Sick

on September 19 i haven't been feeling good and my mom said that i had to go because i was in the wedding and she thought i was making it up. We kept on putting it off and all of a sudden it got worse. So worse that i couldn't even eat food or if I eat my stomach would hurt so bad and i felt like i would have to throw up. But my mom called everyone and told them what was happening to me. When she called chanda all she said was it was my overies. So my mom kept trying to do things that would help my overies but it didn't help at all. Thats when my mom started to worry more and more. So finally she took me to the hospital and they said it was either two things, an ulcer. An ulcer is caused by three things, smoking, stress, or alcholhol. or it could be my entestines. The first thing my mom ased me was do i smoke and i said no, then the second thing she asked me was did i do acholhol, and i said no then she said the alcer is caused by stress then and there is a hole in my stomach.

me at chanda's wedding

This is me and my cute dress and Chanda's Pretty sisters(ky, Saide, and Kayla) at Chanda's wedding.. Casey walked me down the isle. It was so fun. When we got to the wedding it was kinda a hasle and stressful at first but then it got alot better. I wanted to go home because i told my mom that i haven't been feeling good. she thought i was making it up. What kind of person like me would do that!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?. I Loved the wedding after.. While all of the other people where doing other stuff My sister in law and her husband and kids and i all went to the store and to get them food. We went to the store because Holly, Thomas, and I all wanted to decorate both of their cars( a jeep and a crysler) pretty pimpen cars. Well we decorated it and it was a freaking blast.



This is kayla and I on the way to the wedding. You can totally tell that we are related.!!!!!!!!!! We were kinda bored in the car waiting for the family to come. We are two nerds.


This is Rylan and I at the wedding. Isn't he a doll? This is one of my favorite pictures of us cuz we look like were brother and sister. He loves his aunt nessa. I am his favorite all timer!!!!!!!

Boyz to men concert

today my mom, kayla, ashley, casey, steven, megan, and i all went to a boys to men concert. it was way fun, but there was one problem It was so cold but It was one of the best experinces that i have ever had

Girls Camp

Those Gangsta's putting out the fire. Rachelle and Vanessa. What good examples to the other girls.